In a year your life can be blow up rebuild and crushed again. People will say yes when they have given up. People won’t tell you there ill’s because they don’t want to add to your issues and some will welling mean Still forget you and not help when what you really need is there help. In getting over issues. It’s gray raining and my migraine is a 12. I’m pining for the past. I have a budding poker carrier knocking at my door and I won’t answer the door. Sometimes you hope for that friend help but they will just stand and watch. Learning to fly with a broken wing and the fear I should be careful of what I wish for I just may get it….