I’m the fat kid. You know that fat kid in school. You know the one he tries to make friends but he’s the fat kid. He does not ask any one out because well he’s the fat kid.. I use to tip the scales at 340 lbs. I now weigh 273 pounds so I’m still kinda the fat kid. The fat kid is lonely. Because he’s the fat kid. He does ok in school but that’s because no one calls him to go out. The fat kid gets forgotten. There are always legitimate reasons that the favor is never returned. Most of the time is “Oh I forgot”” I got busy, but next time I will remember”. You smile and say its ok. You say its ok because you’re the fat kid. You get use to people forgetting you or treating you badly. You will let it go because….. Yes you’re the fat kid.. You hear things like ” I treat you badly because you will always come back” Some times you get “It wont happen again”. You some times get so good at knowing what will happen, you say before they even say any thing ” I know you’re sorry.” it sucks being the fat kid. .
You wont ask any one out. In your head they will leave because you’re the fat kid. You push them away because you don’t want them to get made fun of for knowing the fat kid. You smile even when you’re crushed. It’s ok you will get over it. You have years of practice getting over it. It’s something small to them but to you it’s the world. But they will never under stand their not the fat kid…….