“In normal times, evil should be fought by good, but in times like this, well, it should be fought by another kind of evil”- The Chronicles of Riddick (2004)
I’m proud of very few things in my life. I’m not the nicest person or easiest to get along with. I can be crass out spoken and argumentative and those are my good point. The proudest days in my life I can count on one hand. One of them is the day my ex took back her life. There will be no details here on what she did. She got her self together and Stood up and pushed back. I had a hand in that, at points I had to pick her up and dust her off. Now she is giving me back my life. In the name of Thor this REALLY SUCKS. It has to be done because what I have become is an empty shell. I’m devoid of life I’m a shade, a ghost that walks among the living. She has a second chance with some one she always wanted one with, for her I’m happy. To get a 2nd chance is a gift from the fates. I would caution her and any one with this opportunity to NOT LOSE YOUR SELF. Don’t change who you are because your desperate for a 2nd chance. If you lose your self in an attempt to keep something how is that a good thing? I want a second chance with my ex will I stop living for it No. Would I be more committed open and caring YES. Would I lose who I’m for it No. Will I always love her yes. Will I always miss her yes. I’m lesser for losing her, I’m greater to know her. She has change my life as much if not more than I have changed hers. I’m that evil that fights other evil. It’s my lot in life and for the first time I take pride in this. As a former marine I fight for those that can not fight for them selves by what ever means I have. be happy, enjoy, but don’t drown because you try to give too much ever.