In normal times, evil should be fought by good

Happy Dragon

“In normal times, evil should be fought by good, but in times like this, well, it should be fought by another kind of evil”-  The Chronicles of Riddick (2004)

I’m proud of very few things in my life.  I’m not the nicest person or easiest to get along with. I can be crass out spoken and argumentative and those are my good point.  The proudest days in my life I can count on one hand.  One of them is the day my ex took back her life. There will be no details here on what she did.  She got her self together and Stood up and pushed back.  I had a hand in that, at points I had to pick her up and dust her off.  Now she is giving me back my life.  In the name of Thor this REALLY SUCKS.  It has to be done because what I have become is an empty shell.  I’m devoid of life I’m a shade, a ghost that walks among the living.  She has a second chance with some one she always wanted one with, for her I’m happy.  To get a 2nd chance is a gift from the fates.  I would caution her and any one with this opportunity to NOT LOSE YOUR SELF.  Don’t change who you are because your desperate for a 2nd chance.  If you lose your self in an attempt to keep something how is that a good thing?   I want a second chance with my ex will I stop living for it No.  Would I be more committed open and caring YES.  Would I lose who I’m  for it No.  Will I always love her yes. Will I always miss her yes.  I’m lesser for losing her, I’m greater to know her. She has change my life as much if not more than I have changed hers.  I’m that evil that fights other evil. It’s my lot in life and for the first time I take pride in this.  As a former marine I fight for those that can not fight for them selves by what ever means I have.  be happy, enjoy, but don’t drown because you try to give too much ever.

Destiny is not a matter of chance; but a matter of choice

 “Destiny is not a matter of chance; but a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, It is a thing to be achieved.” — William Jennings Bryan

We get complacent and we leave things to chance. Luck favors the prepaid,those ready for the unexpected.  The break up was unexpected, was it really? There were issues from the start and we both chose to ignore them never not deal with them. I took all the blame never giving any to my ex.  We did not work for our destiny we let it happen and when you let it happen you have no choices you just have a result. So I will move north broken and bruised, but I’m alive and 60+ pounds smaller. She, well when she starts a blog she can tell you what she has.  I have a life to make and a destiny to find, if I want to go home ever I need this.  Will our paths cross again, a lot of tarot readings and other things point to this. We have no idea really all we can do is move forward. For us we chose not to decide on a path that was clear, I’m now choosing free will.  I’m working on a path that will bring me to a place I hope to find. I can’t find if I don’t look. . . A Duh ha statement.  Some times the most profound ideas are what we think we already know.