Forgiveness is a choice

what should have been

Model “Lady Atropin”  and  husband  “Langmann Ingoson” Photographer:  “Bully-Pictures”

“Forgiveness is a choice. Don’t wait for it to just wash over you all of a sudden. You have to choose it” – Dr.Phil

We hate our selves. .  Yes I just said what no one wants to admit.  Most people cant stand the face in the mirror, or they displace there feelings onto others to lighten there dislike for them selves.  To love ones self is not a crime, in many cases we don’t.  What we need to do is forgive ourselves for the sins of the past.  LET IT THE FUCK GO… Its not a coat to keep you warm, in fact it makes you colder. Its not armor to keep you safe, it makes you more vulnerable. It does not make you strong, it makes you weaker.  What it is, is a way for us to give pennants to our selves.  Its ok to love your self, to forgive your self.  What is not ok is to build a wall so high, so think you cant find even your self.  IF YOU WANT TO BE FREE…..forgive your self, there is no joy, no happy, no completion, if you cant forgive your self..  I know this first hand. . .  because I have never forgiven many of my friends and family for things… What I discovered is that I have become a lesser person for holding on to it. . .  I lost something very dear to me, because I could not forgive.  As I sat and talk to them, I found out that they can not forgive either.  How sad we both are for giving the power for happiness away.  I will try.    “No. Try not. Do… or do not. There is no try.” – Yoda   < for the geeks…….  IF I want to be happy and maybe once again travel with someone I truly love I must learn to forgive my self first then others because it does not work the other way around…….

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